no poetry between us

said the pen to the paper

heartache.
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itsxz blooody 2;16am now. im crying like one mad fcvken pig. i have no one to turn to now. i have no one to share this sadness nor do i have a shoulder to cry on. most of them are fvcken asleeep or cant be bothered. fvcking useless.
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"treasure someone before one day they are gone."
have you heard of these quotes? yes, i really hope so. idk what to feeel now. i feel so numb. i dont wanna loose you. i dont.

10:15 AM // lipsof this sugar on