officially nineteen.

and so. today marks the day im officially nineteen. nothing to brag about actually. everythings the same just a different number. with a plus one. ha ha. gosh i feel so old.

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being a year older kept me thinking if what im going thru now will affect my future? as in, my studies. am i proceeding in the media line ? cusz from what i know being in the media line isnt that stable. as a part timer, yes. but for a full timer,no. its not that easy job cusz basically its fvcking tiring. being in this media industry wasnt in my mind. i choosed this course cusz i thought it was more to photography and video editing. but now, itsxz too late to quit and join a different industry. not to say i dont like my industry, i do but i dont find it useful in my fuure daysxz. in time to come if i get to graduate, i thought of choose diploma in physcologist or a teacher. jahahaha. see, itsxz way different from what am studying now. but yeah, who cares. am gaining experience in producing videos and studio productions. okay, enough of the serious stuffs.

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