from my point of view, 2011 isnt making any things better. infact its really depressing when people tend to say eh its new year, enjoy more. eh if i can enjoy , i enjoy already lah bodoh! everyone is really testing my patients this insant. from those fugly bitches to some others. i meant, why must you guys blooody disturb my life when i have no intention of dropping by your life. fuck you man. i hate to curse people but seriously, you girls are really in need of my swears. fuck you bitches. i swear yor gonna hit by a big lorry so that you're realise how to stick and care fo your own life and not intruding peoples life. fuuuuuuh, thats mean. but naaay, i dont giva damn.

im fvcking sick and tired of asking people to understand my situation now. urgh, seriously now, i realised all my friends are busy with school, work or relationship . im not here to "ungkit" but hello. where the fucking fuck are you guys when i really need a listening ears. all i kno i was fvcking there when you guys need a ear. or if i werent there, i was there helping you guys what you guys wanted. like you fought with your boyf, i came out with tons of reasons to making your bf believe you so that you guys would bloooody stop fighting. when your boyfs are playing behind your back, i fvcken asked my friends about it and find some stuff so that you'll get the evident. eh cb lah. maybe not one day lah, at least one hours of your listening ear would be the most happiest thing in my life. but all i could remember was, if i were to tell my story, not even ten minutes, it turn into you story ! fuck lah! ended up, im the one comforting you. seriously, what the fuck dyo guys want from me? i dont get you like seriously!

i think im getting my karma's back. i really hope tmrrw i could calm down and pray that everyhtingwould go smooothly. i really need some time alone at the beach with someone new