deeeeep trouble.

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how you ever come to a point or a situation that kept haunting you. wait ! dykno what it feels like to be pregnant and not wanting your parents to kno? and all the situation that is coming? yes, thats the feeling i facing. but HEY, IM NOT PREGNANT. im just giving you guysz the feeling im feeling now. and dyo ever felt so alone that you have no one to turn to? or prolly even your bestf or boyf doesnt even bother or cant even help? yes. thats exaactly what im feeling now. im feeling so down thisz few days. ive not been talking to mom . we had this huge argument. and we both had been big headed lately. yes itsx partly my fault. and i did apologize. but idk. fo te first time in my whole life, i went out of the house being angry with mom. but i did called after that cusz i felt miserable. but she didnt wanna talk. and so again in the morning i apologize but still she ignore.

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another thing was. yes , about the accident. damn i really dont wanna mom to kno. firstly she'll be seriously mad . and as ykno we are in like so called not in good terms. so i kno, that one of these days she will find out but i really prayed that nothing will happen. and another thing. the woman i got involve with is really pain in the ass. and i was like wth ! hey, 700bucks in two days? how the fork am i going to get that sum of money. firstly im not even working. and secondly , im a fugging student fo god sake. lucky ahxiang is a goood talking. he helped to talk to that big headed lady.

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lastly, theres this human on my twitter account. she start following me. and i was like OKAY -.- and so i decided to follow her back. and as fo me, twitter is a place where i vent my angers only. i mean yes i did twit if at some points i was happy but most of my twits are when im really alone and angry or sad. and suddenly she un-followed me and said im a fugging emogirl . hey, like excuse me. firstly i didnt ask you to even follow me. and secondly, why would i even bother to twit my happy life/days. i was toooo busy having fun/being happy till i forgot to twit. seriously girl. fo god sake. yor a fucken mother. please behave like one. damn, you dont behave like yor fugging age. damn.

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yes im single, but im not available.

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xx