no poetry between us

said the pen to the paper

dedication
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this might be a boring post fo some of you but might be a very meaningful post fo some of the dedicated ones.
this post is going out specially fo my baby
AHMAD SHAFIQ. SHAHRIZAL. RATHIGKA SUBRAMANIAM. NUR ARINA ROSLI. ELEENA YEO. FYZAH SELTH. ELLA FIORE.
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baby bo, i kno ive been a dick almost this few months. im sorry fo neglecting you. im sorry fo not calling you like how i used to everyday last year. im sorry fo not meeting you up often like last year. im sorry fo not being there fo yo everytime you need someone. im sorry fo not updating you about myself like how i used to you everything . im sorry. i miss you badly. and i meant badly. i miss you making jokes and making me laugh. i miss celebrating our birthday together and going fo dinner with maryjane and zakiyyah. i wanna wish you all the best fo your olevels. i know you have put in alot of efforts this whole ten months. youve been fighting hard and getting sick. you burnt the midnight oil. you sacrifies your weekends with friends and love one just to fight this o's war. and today. the battle begins. fight had. do well. i wish you all the best. just so ykno, yor the still my number one and no one could replace that. i love you ahmad shafiq ~
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baby rizal. like what i say to bo. it goes same to you. i miss you. i miss you nabil apik all make me laugh. i miss the late night conference. i miss you motivating me last year. i miss meeting up with you. i miss watching movie over at your place. especially hindustan and syafiq bo nabil and farain will end up crying. i miss how we gang up to disturb farain and nabil. i miss you texting me and nvr fail msn-ed me asking if im okay or not. i miss you badly. gooodluck four your olevels. i kno you've fight hard like how bo did. managing hockey games, hockey trgs. i kno you can do it. you got my back. i wish you all the best and i want to meet you and the rest after your o's/ prolly a picnic to catch things up. goodluck brother. i love you shahrizal.
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princessxz. ohh what can i say. my six years of friendship. my bestestfriend. my everything . my someone who i could rely on. someone who would laugh cry , got scolded by teachers with. i miss you so much. im sorry fo MIA-ing this few months. today, the day that we planned to sit together. to take our o's and prove to people that we could succeed. the year we plan to study, play and take o's togther. i miss you so much. i miss sharing secret with you. i miss telling you about everything. i miss having the same phone with you. gooodluck today. i kno you wont let me down. i kno you've struggle this year. and i bet you'll succeed and make me proud. ill meet you as sssooooon as o's ended okay. i love you rathigka !
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lastly . arina amoi! hahahahhaa. i miss singing in class with you. i miss talking and end up laughing so loud that teacher had to stop the class just to scold us. (mr eunos and mrs kumar)
i miss you doing that hand when mrs kumar asked "arina wheres metal and non metal on the periodic table" hahahaha. i miss laughing at you when the teacher scold you. i miss sitting beside you in malay class. i miss calling you and talking to you excitedly and semangatly on the phone. i miss you comforting me everytime i breakdown. i miss sharing the same crush as you. i miss those eyes yang tak pernah timbul! i miss you accompanying me to the toilet. ahhh! i mis you. gooodluck fo your olevels. i kno you can do it. you study so hard and i can see that cusz your mata like so called hilang already. and and i miss you sing our favourite song and end up laughing so hard ! hahahhaa. shobab shobab! ha ha. i wish you all the best. i kno you could do it. do me proud please. i love you, amoi!
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fyzah my annoying irritating,stubborn,hot tempered sister. i love you so much. i kno mom and me been naggy these few days but its becusz we're nervous fo you. we want you to succeed and we kno you could. today is the day you have been fighting fo . fo the past ten months. i kno you could do our family proud. and im sho papa will be happy fo you. ykno i love you so much. and no one beats that right. now, go out there and do your best. i love you sister .
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okay , its a very emotional post fo me cusz typing this dedication while recapping the past = suck big time. i had toooo much fun with them that it makes me teared that almost one year gone and im not there fo them. i love you !
till here.
xoxo

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