18 october.

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today marks a very important/special day for the whole family. the day we would dine in together as a family to celebrate daddy's birthday at a hotel. but today. itsxz so different. the three of us are busy doing our own things. yes, we did pray and recite prayer to daddy but still. i dont feeel the bond between us anymore, mommy and sister. we dont talk like how we used to. we dont laugh and share things like how we used to. i miss you. i miss the past.

happy birthday daddy. where ever yo are. i kno yor here taking care of yor three angels from up there. i love you so much. im looking forward to meet you.

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talking about past. i miss past. becusz 2010 is being cruel to me. i just hafta say this. i hate this year. i hate passing by this year. i dont wanna have a fresh start nor do i wanna repeat this year to mend all those mistake. getting into a new school doesnt make me feel better. but it makes me feel sick to face those typicals in school. my classmate are the reason why i come to school everyday where as the other. especially you, make my everyday like slap-your-face-day. oh yeah, yor words can pull me down nor im afraid of you. but in school, act like a student. not like those makcik makcik geylang yang suka gossip. sorry laaaaa klw aku ni tak lawa. luper kau la perempuan melayu terakhir yang terlawa. tsk tsk. gooodluck ! i dont care. wee weee -.

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i regret passing by 2010. please fuck off soon. thanksxz.