missed.

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and so woke up damn early and then headed to pusara aman to give daddy's grave a visit. do some reciting and prayers. we were lucky enough to go early before the solat hari raya ended. cusz after the prayers ended, kubur was packed with people . so did some clearing. dad's graave was peace like before. the grass we green and the dapur was very very clean. pour some air mawar and flowers . had our last prayers and home we go. got home rest a while and get changed. we arrived at dad's side quite late. and AWKWARD is the only word i could say. we were never close to dad's side and never ever went to their place without daddy. so this year, is the first year. but well. mom pick the tempo quite well. but yeah, of course we're cousins. so we felt welcome la. but overoll it was okay but i swear this year is way diffrent.

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ill post some raya photos later alright? got to go.

xx