&& again. ichange my bloglink. information spread toooo fast. i dont feel like privating my blog but i really dont want that someone to read my blog. i dont fvcken kno how he/she got to kno about it. ha ha ^^ anyhooo. theres tons of things to update fo today.

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baby had his first fire call today. and i assume he musz be really excited ! i can imagine how excited and nervous he could be. and i could bet that his legs were "giggling". right baby right? ha ha. im very excited to meet him tommorow. and when i say excited. i meant REALLY EXCITED!. ha ha. i bet hes coming over with his busok face. but dont yo worry, yo go wash up later at my place okay? i love you.

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today is the 11th august. that marks the day fasting month starts. and to tell yo the truth. ive been looking forward fo it. cusz firstly i kno, dad will be in peace. seksaan kubur dihentikan. i miss dad so much. and i really hope that hes safe and okay where ever he is. insya'allah. i kno thisz year wont be the same. the morning sahur and evening breakfast will be totally different with only me mom and sis. sigh. i cant imagine to even hear the takbir raya. secondly, even tho i kno we couldnt see yo. we kno that yor somewhere near us and i kno that yo could see us. but ykno i alwaysxz pray hard fo you. thirdly, i can looose some weight. last but not least, all those get together with all the org lama utk merapat kan siratulrahim. and the catching up. in the end. what im tryna say is that hey, ramdhan is a very very good month that not only me but everyone is waiting fo each year. god blesxz!

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im off now.

xoxo